Shopping!

I think as a new reward I will go shopping every six weeks! I tried on some clothes that were a little small. I did it because it was a 14W and I still got the zipper up. I am almost out of my fat people's clothes. A few more inches!

I am really now focusing on getting into a regular 14. That would mean I would be able to shop in "normal" stores. I was seriously looking at myself in the mirror and I can tell I am getting smaller. I know I want it to happen faster, but at least it is happening.

I went to a bridal store today because I am in a wedding, but they do not have my size to even try on. They want me to order my dress now for an October wedding. I offered to get it in June. It is suppose to arrive in 12 weeks. (So ordering in June will get here in Aug.) I do not plan on staying the same size. I mean I am hoping to be lose ~20 pounds before I buy it and ~50 pounds before the last weekend in Oct. It won't even be close to fitting if I order it now. I am hoping to lose the 20ish pounds and order 1 size down. I am not sure how they are going to feel about that. Those dresses go in and out 2 sizes and that way in Oct. it will be close.

I still feel massive. I just one for one second to look like all the other girls. When I get there, it will be so sweet. I cannot wait!!